It is the middle of the night and again I can not sleep. My three little angels are all sound asleep in my room. At this time I am homeless and jobless but I am at peace with myself and I am letting God lead me. I finally surrended and let the Lord take over-as i sit here all I see are the angel wings on my page and if i listen I can hear their soft beating and feel the safe warm embrace their are offering. Angels- how I long to be one to offer light with life and to do nothing but praise the Lord-but I am one-when I offer a helping hand, a gentle vioce, words of encouragement and praise i feel like an angel of God.  i do not know what life has in store but I do know that at the end of my journey will be a band of angels softly embracing me into the arms of the one true lamb! I seen a heartfelt blessing to each member of my familyof God for there is nothing like being a childof God's.

 I have struggled the last year going through a heated divorce, loss of my home, job, daily life with my three children and a shattered dream of a long and happy marriage. I have been to the lowest level I have ever known but the Lord was always there always encouraging, always cheering, the Lord's love has sustained me through many long days and nights. I am here to offer him my praises, my thanksgiving, my life. Every human being experiences loss, hurt, anger, despire, rejection, loneliness, powerlessness, unmanageability,  but I feel when you seek God and really have a faithful walk with him you can overcome any mountain. Sometimes the plan you have is not what he has in store for you- you must be still and listen and ready to follow his loving guidance.

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