Hi, fellow members, I have not posted to my journal for a long time, because I have been going through many life hurdles with husband, children and family members. I have been stressed for the past three months over the possibility of losing my home, but once again through prayer and faith in my High Power my home has been saved from foreclosure. Today peace has come to me. 371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c

Today peace has come to me. My daughter, whom I have been praying for months had breakthrough today with a situation that has been heavy on her heart for four months. This is a step in the right direction for her life, continual prayer will keep her on the right track.

For over the past three months, I have battled the feeling of confusion in whether it is wrong in not attending Gods temple? I have been a member of the church that I chose as my home for four years, but for the past year I have started to have doubts in the teaching that has been brought forth. I am not 100% in favor of what has been taught by the pastor. But I have listened to other pastors/ministers teaching and the Word is much clearer. To make a long story short, I have gotten a better understanding of the bible from listening to other teachings from the radio and TV, so my question is, am I wrong to not want to serve God in his temple? Does that make me a nonbeliever?

Today I was able to make peace with my husband niece. I had build up bitterness for her for over two years. Simply for the sake of bringing peace to myself and my husband the barrier has been broken and calm has come to me for doing so.

Throughout my life I have always tried to be the person others wanted me to be,parents,husband,children and even some friends. I always felt as if I was not living up to their expectations. For the pass three years I have grown into me and I have finally come to be the person I want to be. I am growning in my walk for Jesus and building my faith through the Word. Many of my friends view me as strange/different, they are not able to understand the change in me. Things I use to do, do not interest me, my thirst for the Word is great now. My life is not perfect, but I am on the right pass.