Hi, there. Yes. What you have experienced is quite common in both childhood and adult experiencers. Many feel that this earth feels illusionary or not like one's real home after being in "heaven" or on "the other side." I invite you to join my new After the Light group. Soon I'll be inviting many people I know to participate in those discussions. By the way, many, many NDErs also witnessed Jesus.

I was pronounced dead at birth my placenta detached and i was a (blue baby) when i was younger i would see a rainbow of floating dots around me quit frequently I loved them and was not afraid at all by them they seemed a distant part of me i am a firm believer in GOD and His Son JESUS bit I do feel I was in heaven before and i dont like it here I dont feel at home I feel my real home is in heaven and Ive been there before. What do you think have you had similar stories?

Dr. Melvin Morse is an MD who has documented hundreds of near-death experiences in children. His book "Closer to the Light" is an important contribution to the field of near-death studies.