the teacher is within.. why do we need others if their intentions are good but results are bad. and what is normal and why do we need to conform if not hurting others or ourselves. ultimate reality is doing for yourself and re discovering ayn rand which i am finding is the blueprint that my brother married early on in life and i fell for the altuistic mode .. he's the white sheep i'm the black ooh i did suffer brain trauma at very early age at the hands of my mother severe blow to head unintentional but leave it's scar through my life waah waah life doesn't care. bulldoze me over for a parking lot for mind altering drug dispenser