Therese, I understand exactly where you are coming from with the dolls. That scared little person inside us is NOT a little princess or a big buxom anorexic barbie doll. OH NO. Mine is a scared frightened little person who is still to this day affraid of the dark. My doll would be a plain little rag with no eyes so she wouldnt have to see or feel the pain anymore. she might have wings so she could fly away from all the perversion,anger,ugliness and disgust. I know when I go "Home" to my Jesus all this filth in my life will be gone. bipolar, sexual abuse. But for now, I have the Lord by my side sustaining me and taking care of me. I am grateful for you my friend. God has put you here for a very special reason. You are helping more than you know. Blessings Galore to you, Kristi