my grandchildren been neglected and abused. and all the memories i blocked out, are coming alive.little by little. I feel like I can't go on, until i get things set up so someone better than grandma, meme, huh, funny that the 2 yr old that calls me that. the pain is unbearable. i'm worried all the time, won't go out of my home. too scared too. something always happens. i cannot forgive this person as much as I try. i'm afraid. all the bad people get away with things, all the good, seems to fall in and get destroy. this world is evil, very few good people left. yes i'm getting help. much how much its doing,. well, not much. so i pray, i pray, and listen to the prayers, and the videos, trying to help me. end my life or the ones causing the problem. then whichever i decide i will let my family protect my love one, instead of staying by,and watching it happen. that i can't do any more. God Bless You
