Friends
Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 8:45 PM
[General]
There is a time when i feel that i have to be near my best friend to feel good about myself and i dont know why i feel this way. no i am straight. I think our friendship has grown over the 8 months we been hanging out together but on the ohter hand i feel like i smother her, and i dont know why i do this ither, we can talk to each other about anything and thats what i like at times we have different thoughts but it works out in the long run.... what am i doing wrong and why do i feel this way. could it be cause i have been hurt in all the friendships i have had or is this just me doing this. i am kindof scared in a way. i really need to talk to my therpist about this when i see her cause maybe she will have an answer for me. Maybe i just want more from this friendship then i am getting........
