My name is Venus and well...Im in search of the truth...
I am born into a muslim family and have had a harsh up bringing...emotional wise...
I am far too different than what my parents think of me...my beliefs disturb them and they act rather harshly when I express my opinion...I am a foreigner but I was born in America and thus I consider America my home...I love my culture but my people Im not such a big fan of, I dont judge them but Ive only met a few that I have considered very good human beings. What I want is not what my family wants...what I want will anger them and they will despise me and for that I am afraid and consider myself set on my way to hell...
I was a muslim but fell very much inlove with the prince of all princes...Jesus Christ...and thus consider myself a christian...my family is unaware of that because I dont have the guts to tell them....
I am so afraid of them hating me for what I am...and thus I see a lonely life ahead of me...
Any prayers that you could do for me would be beyond appreciated...I need them more than you could possibly imagine...for some days, I dont think I deserve to live....
..you are too humble in how you view yourself.. too critical.. I feel the emotion in your words and pray that you find a peace in the healing of your family. I can relate to a parents fear.. being I am going through that myself but in your words to me I found comfort and hope.. it was a gift to start my day and to say you are not worthy of my greatfulness is wrong. To give another hope..is a miracle in itself and to be able to give another hope whn you are struggling yourself comes from a strength inside you that is also a gift.
Try to see in yourself what I was able to see in the few kind words you shared with me and you will see only a portion of what God sees.
God Bless..
I have tears in my eyes right now.. thank you for your prayer for my daughter Kayla.. Knowing someone else has prayed and thought of her and Tim today lifted my heart.. God Bless You..
..you are too humble in how you view yourself.. too critical.. I feel the emotion in your words and pray that you find a peace in the healing of your family. I can relate to a parents fear.. being I am going through that myself but in your words to me I found comfort and hope.. it was a gift to start my day and to say you are not worthy of my greatfulness is wrong. To give another hope..is a miracle in itself and to be able to give another hope whn you are struggling yourself comes from a strength inside you that is also a gift. Try to see in yourself what I was able to see in the few kind words you shared with me and you will see only a portion of what God sees. God Bless..
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