I decided not to post my second poem but to post the third and last poem. I lost all inspiration and never wrote any more poems. We had dated for six months and became very close. I fell deeply in love and I know she felt the same way. However, the closer we became she backed off and wouldn't talk to me. Two weeks before Christmas she wouldn't speak to me or return phone calls or e-mails. This is what I wrote New Years day.

 Infinite Sadness - by Gregory James Yonke 1-1-04

 The infinte sadness of a broken heart. What does it matter when they part. It hurts inside I know I shouldn't cry. All I want is to have you by my side. I cry the tears, will they wash away the pain. Fate brought us together and now has pulled us apart. God will you please mend my broken heart.

 Three months later she came back into my life. Only to loose her again. I guess it wasn't meant to be. I soon I move two thousand miles away hoping to start a new life and to put the feelings of her behind me. It's been five years now. When I date other women I shouldn't compare them to her but I do. I know God has a plan for me and will bring me together with the right person.