Still hoping in spite of loss ... so depleted. Numb. Negociation is possibility, so what do I have to lose? I ask for strength, clarity from Uriel. Fatigue is a tricky business - affects thinking & judgement.

I would love to be laughing a year from now with all the sadness & fear behind me.timbre

ps: hr is taking 'forever' with job letter while we wear away& perish bit by bit ...