Today it seems to be going a bit better... The sun is shining and it is getting warmer. I did have a better than average night. Still got up late, since there was nothing in particular to get up for. Enjoyed the sun while having my coffee - good! I love my freckles - I am getting more and more, yey!!
Was at my pdoc Wednesday and we discussed sleeping patters amongst other things. I had ambien CR 12,5 mg in USA which worked perfect for me. Here in the Netherlands only 10 mg not CR is available, which did not work for me. I am still trying to find the right med, have already been on quite a number, but nothing is satisfactory. With Seroquel giving me so much trouble, he suggested that I try 20 mg Ambien when I feel an episode is lurking. Because I first notice it in my sleeping pattern that something is amiss. Does anyone else have that too? What do you do about it?
So I will wean myself off of the Seroquel, praying it will not trigger any episodes and see where it brings me.
I am not totally sure of it, since my outside situation is really tricky at the moment. I should be leaving the family I am staying with by April 30. I am not sure where I will be going. I am thinking of asking this family if they can have me for a bit longer. At least till I know if I will receive urgent treatment in looking for social housing. I tried to find out where that stands today, but have to wait till Monday.
I am beyond stressfull right now. Everything is so unsure, I can't even fathom it. So I am ignoring it, just to cope. What a mess my life is!
The Crazy Rambler