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    Restoring my faith

    Sunday, January 29, 2012, 8:58 PM [General]

    Lately I have been feeling as if my faith has not been as strong as it should be. I have not fallen from my love for my saviour but I feel as though my my faith needs to be restored. A lot of changes have come about recently in my life. Although I am a strong believer I need to make sone changes to bring back the energy that once made things look so much clearer. Each morning I say my morning prayer and I listen to my inspirational music in the car, but I really feel as if finding a good church home what my the difference that I am looking for, I have no doubt about the church family that I have now is good, I have a greater need for a connection with the leader of the church. I have often thought of the pastor,minsiter or reverend as a member of the family and here I don't see that I will be able to have that I feel as though that type of relationship is very important for my children to experience. This year I plan to find that. I hope that any words of advice from my friends here will benefit my family.
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    A NEW LOOK

    Monday, March 17, 2008, 2:06 PM [General]

    I'M TRYING TO CHANGE MY PERSONNEL LOOK I'VE ALWAYS WANTED BRACES BUT WAS UNABLE TO GET THEM I HOPE AND PRAY THAT IF ITS HIS WILL I WILL BE ABLE TO GET THEM.BRACES MEAN A BUST OF CONFIDENCE IT MEANS I CAN SMILE . MY PASTOR TOLD  ME DON'T BE AFRIAD TO PRAY FOR ANYTHING YOU WANT I'VE BEEN ASHAMED SO MANY TIMES BEFORE BUT THIS TIME I GIVIN IT TO HIM,BECAUSE HE SEES WHAT I'M FACING SO I'M ASKING AND HOPE I'M ABLE TO RECEIVE THEM.
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    I'm walking in faith

    Saturday, March 15, 2008, 1:37 PM [General]

     I've been in a relationship for the last past five years, I never thought it would ever be so hard .My reality is I need to be married but ,I'm so picky about my life style and I refuse to let anyone upset it .Now all of a sudden I'm irritated by him, he's confused I'm confused, we send one another mixed body signals and I don't know where we're going . I pray that this is something that most couples go through and sometimes when I'm so upset I wish it was over . But nevertheless ,Dear God   please hold our hands and let us see that you make know mistakes and let us know that anything worth having is worth fighting for .I believe that you will restore all the love and affection that was there ,I'm walking in faith and maintaining your truth and I put your word first thank you Jesus for this storm because I know that we're safe in your arms.
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    GLORY BE TO GOD

    Wednesday, March 12, 2008, 7:02 PM [General]

    THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY CORNER. THANK YOU FOR HOLDING MY HAND AND ALLOWING ME TO WALK, AND HOLD MY HEAD UP WHEN I'VE BEEN DOWN . THANK YOU JESUS, THOUGH I ASK FOR YOUR SO MANY BLESSINGS, I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE ONES I DO HAVE ,THANK YOU LORD! MY FATHER, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE A FAITHFUL GOD, AND THROUGH IT ALL YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD MY BACK. SO WITH ALL OF MY COMPLAINING , GRIEF AND MY TEARS THANK YOU GOD! THANK SO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
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    CHANGE IS COMING

    Tuesday, March 11, 2008, 12:45 PM [General]

    TODAY IS NOT THE GREATEST DAY FOR ME  BUT ITS GOING TO GET BETTER . I'VE GOT GOOD NEWS FROM A FRIEND . IT GIVES ME A SINCE OF HOPE .I KNOW TROUBLE DON'T LAST ALWAYS ,BUT SOMETIMES IT SEEMS SO LONG BEFORE IT PASSES.I'M A STRONG WILLED YOUNG WOMEN AND FROM TIME TO TIME I GO THROUGH JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE SO THOSE WHO READ MY JOURNAL COOMENT PLEASE LEAVE ENCOURAGING WORDS THOUGH  I CAN EXCEPT A LITTLE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISIM 
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    THANK YOU LORD

    Monday, March 10, 2008, 12:31 PM [General]

    TODAY I'M I'M FEELING OKAY I'M ABLE TO GET OUT OF BED AND DRAG MYSELF TO WORK .I THANK GOD FOR THE ABILITY TO HAVE THE NERVE TO EVEN GET OUT OF MY BED . I REFUSE TO LET HIM STILL MY JOY. I PRAYED ON THE WAY TO WORK AND ALREADY I FEEL BETTER.THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGTH TO GO THROUGH TODAY.
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    GREAT SPIRITS

    Friday, March 7, 2008, 9:50 AM [General]

    Today I am in good spirits and I will not let any one steal my joy I'm determined to have a great day ! This morning my son 11mths old  had a swollen eye, and my 6 year old has a test he has to take . My happiness is a great part of my kids lives ,I'm going to take my baby to the Doc. and coach my son on his test. I pray everyday before and after work and God gives me strength  to go on because I love my children so much.

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    Frustrated

    Thursday, March 6, 2008, 6:45 PM [General]

    Sometimes life can give us so many misunderstandings . Sometimes I feel like walking away . But through faith in God I hold on .I'm struggling with my life because I 'm not seeing the person that I thought I would be .I have kids and love them both but sometimes it gets me down when society looks down on you for being and a mother or they don't understand the importance of family. It is really hard and I never realized it until I had my second child.I love my kids and  I have alott of support, but the challenges are amazing today was a day that I felt like I wasn't trying hard enough, I mean I work hard and I'm starting school this fall (if it is his will)hopefully I can do better but sometimes for me its harder to be happy when it so easy to let all the challenges get to me , so with faith in God I will try to walk with my head up .
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    A KIND HEART

    Thursday, March 6, 2008, 3:28 PM [General]

       Sometimes its easier to hold on to anger then to just let it go . I am glad I've found a place where I can express the way I feel about life and the challenges I face day to day. This year I will let go and let God , sometimes its so hard for me to not be the person that can let situations go, when it is so easy to hold on . I'm trying though I'm struggling, to let it go and stop blowing things up, because I know in my heart I'm driving people away from me and it hurts me to know that people really don't want me around because I can be so bossy and over bearing at times . I ask God to walk with me in my journey to find peace with myself to know that its ok to be wrong at times and that to listen to the way others feel, most of all I want to be around people and people to want to be around me . I want to be a sincere person in the eyes of the LORD.PLEASE SEND WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT AND PRAYERS FOR STRENGHTH. It has been a hard struggle so far but in the in I know it is the LORD who has the victory.
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