See here for an important message regarding the community which has become a read-only site as of October 31.
Your never alone Tamara. When you feel that way, its really the best time, to fill yourself with the love of God.
What creates that feeling of lack,is when we lose our connection to God. Its just a process of remembering. And it just takes the thought of Him to get reconnected. Its something we all need to practice. Gods love is always there! GB