Hello everyone and God bless you all!  I am a single mother of two sons and I am at a place now in my life where I never thought I would ever be.... struggling every step of the way, but still very much aware of what matters and very thankful for every single day that I wake up each morning, for many reasons and two of them ..... are my sons. 

Much is happening at this time in my life, including trying to find a place to live for my sons and myself... while dealing with a recent diagnosis of an issue with a CT scan, in which something was found - not sure quite what yet- but serious enough to be told to return to the hospital soon to do futher testing.  I am a woman in her 30's and raising my sons is all that I have in this world of mine at this point, after having been divorced now for almost 7 years now.  Not to mention that my ex husband, the father of my two sons will not pay child support and has not paid one dime since our divorce.   I have been forced to finally file for child support and pursue the rights of my sons, because I have no idea what may or may not happen with me... in the near future.  I do have constant and every day hope, but there are days when I have headaches that just won't go away and that leave me almost in a fetal position, as of lately.   I am a woman of faith and a very simple woman at that, whom loves her sons and is so very thankful, no matter what may come my way... I know that I am not alone... just feels that way at times.... only at times.  I know that things will get better with time and I know that God does work in mysterious ways.  It is a pleasure to be a part of this site and I want to wish everyone a wonderful new year!  God bless you all and be safe and know that God is always beside you, even at your most darkest times... he is there, I assure you.  :)