Greetings! Thanks for your comments. I will try to address your questions. I left the public school system and started a school for the church. Four years ago, I also started a day care for them. (I taught the pastor's daughter how to run the day care.)The school is "on hold" until they build their new facilities (in 2012, but they kept the day care open.)The school staff was released. I feel angry and I do not trust "the church" anymore. I was told that we wanted to "impact the Kingdom of God" through Christian education. Now the whole focus is on building the most "magnificent" church in the city and "generating funds". I don't know what else I can do for the Kingdom of God in terms of using my experience. Honestly, I don't know if I will ever want to deal with a church again, at least not as closely as I did before. Now I know why people just "visit" various churches and run like heck when the service is over. (-and we wonder why the church is not changing the world.) I'm trying to work on regaining my joy in the Lord and forgiving everyone, including myself. I know that God works everything together for our good, even our mistakes and wrong choices. I love God and Jesus is my Lord and Savior. That hasn't changed, but my trust in "church people" has.