Hello All, My name is Stella and I am Married with 3 beautiful children. Jocelyn being my oldest at age 13, Justina being my middle child at age 6 and my Son Preston being my baby at age 2. I live in Midlothian, Texas as of September of 2007. We moved here from Ohio due to lack of jobs in Ohio. I have 2 beautiful amazing sister's and 2 handsome loving brother's, My mother whom also is my best friend and my father who is the most loving man I know back home in Ohio.
Leaving my family back home was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. Not only because I am so close with them, but, also because my Mother and my Sister have cancer. My mother Stella, has breast and bone cancer and my sister Tammy has throat cancer.
I am here because all my life I have had very little faith in God. Not because this is how I choose to be, but because of everything that has happened to me in my life. I never felt that God was with me through my life. Here resently though, I have been questioning my faith alittle deeper. I feel that in order for me to be able to be strong for my sister, mother and for my kids, I need to be closer to God and I need to find my faith. With that said, I started going back to church, first time in years!
My first day was tough, I didn't feel like I was supposed to be there and I may have not went back, but the Monday after I went to church I got a phone call from my mother telling me that she was in remission! (yippy)
That, to me, was a sign from God (first sign I had seen in years) telling me that I'm on the right path. So, needless to say, I am still going to church, I have grown to love it and I am fighting my battle with Satin and winning. I am getting closer to God.
I will not give up on this, I am looking for a feeling and God knows what that feeling is, When it's my time, I know I will feel it.
Thank you God,
Stella
HELLO STELLA,
DARK VICTORYI WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT TWO OF MY LONG TIME FRIENDS OF OVER 35 YRS PASSED AWAY WITHIN 1 YR.OF EACH OTHER. ONE FROM BONE CANCER THE OTHER OVARIAN CANCER. I HAD TO DEAL WITH WATCHING AND TAKING TURNS VISITING AND TRYING TO HELP THEM AT THE SAME TIME DEAL WITH WHAT THEY WERE GOING THROUGH. THERE WERE TIMES THAT I JUST BROKE DOWN AND CRIED, KNOWING THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO FOR THEM BUT PRAY! THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY I HAD FOUND PEACE WITHIN TOO. I KNOW IN MY HEART WITH ALL THE SUFFERNING IN PAIN THEY BOTH WENT THROUGH THAT THEY ARE IN HEAVEN WITH GOD ALMIGHTY. I ONLY HOPE THEY ARE PRAYING FOR THE ONE'S THAT ARE LEFT BEHIND.
IM VERY HAPPY TO HERE THAT YOUR MOM IS IN REMISSION AND I HOPE AND PRAY THAT GOD WILL HELP BOTH YOUR MOM AND SISTER WITH AN INNER PEACE, HE WILL GUIDE THEM AND YOU AND JUST TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME..GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. IM SURE OUR GOD IN HEAVEN IS GLAD YOU ARE ONCE AGAIN GOING TO CHURCH AND PRAYING FOR HIS HELP. "GOOD LUCK" AND HANG IN THERE. DARK VICTORY
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