I feel a bit better today and I know that there is a long journey ahead and am prepared to take my walk with you. I still have some worries like finding a job after graduation, financial situation, and now my step father's health. I know that you will provide for my needs and just have to trust you and believe that you will make a way for me.
I havent retreated back to the past in a while and know I have to keep up the good work and not resort to back to the past and leave all mistakes and relationships in the past.
I know I still have a bit of work to do as far as self esteem, confidence, and belief but that will come within time. I also need to remind my self to be patient as well.
I feel like a bunch of weight is off my back and just need to continue in the right path. As far as my ex-boyfriend, I havent mentioned him a whole lot now and know that I felt like I have made the right decision. I felt at times you were trying to warn me about him and kept giving him chance after chance only to be ending up hurt.
Thank you for forgiving me and dying on that cross for me. As far as the unresolved issues I pray that you will just erase them from the past.