The last few days I had been feeling very down and frustrated at what was all going on in my life and felt like I would never get out of it. That night I watch a tv preacher i don't normally watch and they kept talking about going thru a period of trial and I did know that was what was going on, but hearing it helped me. Yesterday I still could not shake those feelings that it would not get better. I prayed of course and felt like God was telling me that during this time I needed to ask for prayer. The problem with that is people might ask me questions and get personal and I am a very pridefully person ( something I belive God has been working on me on), but I went thru and wrote a mass email to more than a handful of friends and churchmembers I know I could trust. I have not gotten one reply asking me for pacifics of my problems only that they would pray for me. I felt some what better knowing and feeling that their prayers would at least strengthing me to get thru the rest of this. Then right before I got ready to leave for work I had some one literally bang on my door. Living out of the city limits I do not have many vistors espeially unannounced. well my dog just started barking going crazy. It was a older man telling me he was my landlord's father and he was in the area checking on their properties, so I grabbed my kid and came out on the porch leaving my dog inside. Well the dog would not stop barking and get out the window even after i commanded her to several times. The man then got all in my face about the dog saying I was not suppose to have it inside did I pay the pet fee, I was breaking my lease agreement. I kept telling him that his son, my landlord knew of the dog that was one of the first things I ask when inquirieing about the place. He just kept on. I at one point wanted to cry because since my separation my dog was my sense of protection because where i live i do not have alot of neighboors. So finally he left telling me his son would be in touch. I was so upset but then i begain to think about my emails with my landlord and that he was just out a few weeks ago and knew the dog was inside. So once I got to work I texted my landlord asking him what he wanted me to do, he told me he was sorry that was his father and he was right about the dog but we were alright with each other that as along as the dog was not left inside unnattended i didn't need to do anything. ( which i dont leave her unattended cause she likes to get on the couch and she is shedding) In the hours that followed i started feeling such relief. I thought about how my dog just would not stop barking or listen to me I had never seen her like that, also about the man's aura or spirit that I felt and he was very boastful and thought he was getting his way and evil. Then it hit me he represented the devil or the evil the oppoisition that i have becomeing up against lately and the feelings i felt with him and the argument was how i had been feeling toward this trial period. At first strong determine not to let me get down and then feeling down almost like giving up then in the end finding the strength to endure it. And the fact that all this happen on the same day i ask for prayer just makes me belive it more. So now i feel so much relief and that things are about to get better. I have come to the breaking point in this trial. A sign of that; today my husband who got into some posion oak a few days ago was suppose to come by to get some medicine i had here. I waitied and he never came I texted him and he told me he wasnt coming that he had a lot on his mind and that he was praying and talking to God. Now no that does not mean he is comeing home right away but to me I feel that God is working on him and that makes me just as happy right now.