I will willingly embrace my issues
Thursday, January 15, 2009, 10:30 AM
[General]
I must have been optimistic to the nth degree when I wrote this one. As for now, it just ain't gonna happen. Let's try, I will endeavor to work on my issues. That, at least, is a bit more realistic. I guess the place to start is with identifying my issues. There are so many of them that I can barely turn around without having to face at least one of them. Loneliness. Fear, including the fear of people. Lack of trust. Aimlessness. Lack of desire. The list goes on. The simple fact is I am always facing one issue or another, and there are times when I wish I could have a few days, even a few hours off. Time when I can be content for a while. But I can't. There are all these issues I have to deal with before I can rest. That has got to be wrong. I will learn to rest between issues, if only in my sleep.371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c
