Well, not About Me. About You, if you are an Ex-Messianic Jew like me and stumble on this.
This is a word of warning. Simply put, do NOT under any circumstances, tell people here on B-Net that you are an Ex-MJ. Keep this to yourself, and in fact take my advice and stay clear of all forums and topics pertaining to MJ. Learn from my mistake. If you reveal you were at any time an MJ expect to be changing your current spiritual mood to 'Persecuted' as I have. You will be harassed. Every post you write will be scrutinized and attacked. You would think that it's J4J types who would do this... but you would be wrong. These forums are filled with Atheistic Jews. Oxymoron tho that is, you will find the controlling faction in the Jewish Community here are in fact Atheists. Your journey into MJ was probably largely spiritual, as was your return out of MJ back to Judaism. To these Atheists, none of that matters. They do not see Judaism as a Religion but as a Nationality. Therefore what you did by joining MJ, (despite living and identifying as a Jew the whole time,) was Treason in their POV. We all know what Nations do to Traitors. When you see Judaism as a Nationality and not a Religion, there is no repentance, no T'shuvah, there can't be any EX-MJ. No matter how many times you say 'EX-MJ' they just won't acknowledge it. You are always to be branded a Traitor and trust me you'll never forget that for a second you are here. You will eventually have to leave, as I do. I wish there were more Orthodox (and other Religious) Jews on B-Net, but they're just not represented. Oh, I'll still lurk here and there but my contributions on Jewish forums are over. I won't even go to MJ forums now anymore, it's just too painful.
Again, take this warning seriously. Keep past MJ ties a secret here.