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    LONE WOLVES

    Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 3:38 AM [General]

    WOLVES
    "Rebels"

    Women have always been attracted to the Lone Wolf---
    the Rebel---
    who follows no rules.
    The wolf who lives on the fringes,
    the outside of the ring---
    Of fire.....

    Who longs with sad eyes to join the pack
    But cannot or will not compromise his own freedom,
    For the comforts of the fire.

    The wolf who has been alone too long---
    And has lost all sense of community.

    The one who longs for companionship
    But cannot allow himself to be touched
    and so, withdraws in fear.....

    They are loners---
    Against the "Laws of the Pack'

    Howling alone at the moon.....

    Nov.27,07

    Shawneefirebird

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    FAMILY JEWELS

    Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 3:26 AM [General]

    "FAMILY JEWELS"

    I could not save the Father
    And I can not save the son.

    Addiction--
    Dark and Deep,
    Old and Evil,

    These are the Plagues,
    The Family Legacies,
    The Family Jewels--
    Handed down from one generation
    to the next.

    The destroyers of all life,
    of all light.

    Self-persecution---
    Self -denial---
    Self-hatred---

    Feelings that one never did belong to this plane, this time on earth,

    Feelings That feed
    the pain---
    the loathing---
    The rejection---
    of one's own self---

    And any hope for happiness---
    for normality.

    I could not save the Father.

    Although I tried.

    God as my witness, I tried.

    Will my feeble hope ---

    My feeble prayer---

    Save the son?

    Oh, God I hope so.....
    But I fear.....
    I fear not.

    And it tears my heart,
    and soul
    into pieces.....
    into particles.....

    Day by day.....
    Moment by moment.....
    Bit by bit.......

    Shawneefirebird

     

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    WARRIORS AND CHAMPIONS

    Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 3:19 AM [General]

    WARRIORS AND CHAMPIONS
     
    "Warriors and Champions"

    Life should be good.....
    But the truth that we run from,
    Is that life is not good.
    It's not fair
    Or beautiful.

    Life is full of Darkness
    And tragedies.  

    But for the few---
    We live our lives in loopholes---
    As the Gladiators,
    Warriors,
    As the Champions.

    Not because we are particularly good,
    Or golden,
    Or Perfect.....

    But because we live our lives
    As Examples---

    Of what the world "Should Be"

    We hold out the Light with our right hand,
    And Hope with our left---

    While battling Grim Reapers and Dark Demons.....

    Nov.27, 07

    Shawneefirebird

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    Feb19,09

    Thursday, February 19, 2009, 10:09 PM [General]

    My husband woke up late, and didn't make it to work as a result, so was in a bad mood all day; and as usual, I was the brunt or butt of his anger. Ask him one little question, and he is rude, and has hidden anger and resentment behind the answer, That is IF I even get an answer. But, I don't know why this is news to me. He does this all the time to me. My husband, in spite of his macho front,(he rode bulls professionally for 10 yrs.),is really a very insecure guy. He views a question as a threat to his authority,and/or manhood. But I'm an extremely curious person: I want to know the "Why" of everything, so inspite of his nasty insecurities, I keep asking.371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c
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