I am 38 and the mom to 3 wonderful children and a grandmother to one precious little boy.
I have been diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis and I think this has changed my views on spirituality to some degree. I have some fears of dying. I feel as though my own mortality is not so very far away and I best figure things out soon just encase.
Since 2003, I have been in a wheelchair and unable to drive. I am also very exhausted easily so going to church is a big ordeal. I have a kind friend who brings me communion when I ask but I still feel guilty for not going. I used to volunteer for helping with the children in their classrooms and going on field trips with the teenagers for their confirmation classes. I did whatever I could do to help and be involved. Oh and I loved to sing in the choir.
I would like to feel closer to God and find comfort in my faith.