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    Just went back to a fimilar church

    Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 12:13 PM [General]

    As I explained in my last posting my aunt died on November 19, 2008. She had me going to church with her, and I did not mind, but I never have felt at home in her church. So I went back to my church last Sunday and it felt so good. I feel at home there, and I am able to express my feelings there. I can not join their choir. like I had with my aunt's church, because now that she is passed, I have non transportatuon, but that is ok, I am still doing something for God. I am a part of a poem club and I do at least one omspirational poem a day, hopefully with that I can lead some people to God, I figure if I lead one person then I have done my job.Embarassed I encourage everyone to try to do something for God daily. Why? I encourage this because it is not what you have done for God that he is looking at it is what you are doing for him that he looks at.371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c
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    November 20, 2008

    Saturday, December 20, 2008, 5:52 AM [General]

    My aunt died a month ago from yesterday so I find it rather hard to sleep right now. To push back the feelings yesterday I went to sleep at 7 am and did not wake up until 7:30. I can not find the strength anymore to sleep at night and be awake during the day, She was like the only one that I could talk to about alot of things, who would always listen and never really just make me feel like no one is listening anyway. Yeah life is hard right now, but this is the time I have to listen to two particular promises that God has made one is "I will bless you with a future filled with hope--a future of success, not of suffering. " from jeremiah 29:11 and The promise that if I ask for forgivness and belive that my lord died for my sins, I will see her again someday and that makes this face Cry turn into this faceLaughing. It is inspiring to know one day we will walk again on the streets of Gold, as long as we do what is right,371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99cCry 
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