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    Saturday, October 11, 2008, 6:21 AM [General]



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    Support for Monica Lewinsky

    Saturday, September 6, 2008, 8:41 AM [General]

    While playing around on the computer last night with Roger, we came across several Youtube clips of interviews with Monica Lewinsky.  We both felt such a sadness while reading the degrading comments left by people who have undoubtedly missed their interconnectedness with Monica.  The ego in mankind needs others to degrade in order to make itself seem more important, more put together, more honorable, more valuable.

    What the media and society did to Monica is truly horrible.  I can only hope that she does not see herself through their lenses.  How many young women would have been thrilled to have captivated the attention of the President of the United States? I bet Monica's own ego felt very special during the rendezvous.  Who wouldn't?!

    This young woman has been shunned long enough by society.  I only hope she has not shunned herself.  If I knew how to contact her, I would tell that I see her as a beautiful, precious, wonderful, valuable being of light.  She is an opening flower of authenticity.  The degrading labels that have been placed on her are not hers to carry.  Society is degrading itself everytime it see's Monica as anything other than a beautiful soul on a path to self realization. 

    Sometimes to awaken to our authentic being, we need to lose all sense of ego value.  Monica will find herself in the process.  Baby, we are holding you up to the perfect light of infinite love.  You are a beautiful opening flower.   You are part of the whole.  Never forget who you are and walk tall! Your healing from the past will be found in staying present in this very moment.  All that really matters is how you see yourself.  We weep for those who have no eyes to see your precious heart.lewinsky.jpg

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    July 17, Dream of identity

    Thursday, July 17, 2008, 7:32 PM [General]

    Alexander, this is what is revealed to me about this dream and I would like to hear from you about your interpretation of the dream.  This interpretation may not fit with the meaning you have presently given the dream.  We both should remain open and then we can discuss further and maybe more clarity will come.  When it began to unfold to me, I thought…he isn't going to like this…but I'll share it anyway because I'm not here to tickle anybody's ego but to speak what I hear in my ear.  If I get it “wrong”, it is a learning and growing opportunity for me…so here she goes…

    The dream is a guage to show you where you are at presently in experiencing the fullness of  your authentic being….to aid you in letting go of anything that you may be unconsciously identifying with as truth ….as reality…and letting go of a false image of yourself that you have been IDENTIFYING with. 

    I found myself staring down at a robed me.

    Your highest self is witnessing how you have covered yourself with a conceptual identity formed in the human ego mind. 

    I stood with arms slightly out from my sides with my palms turnerd up in a supplicating manner.

    Why are you supplicating? Is there something you “need” and is this ritual going to give it to you?  Do you maybe use rituals such as prayer or pious living, as a means to an end?  We have all done this.  Are you able to be satisfied with whatever form life takes, or do you need to FIX things?

    Is there something you believe to be “above” you that will supply you with some perceived need? Are you able to center yourself and realize that ALL IS PERFECT NOW?  Or is there still something to get, to achieve, to fulfill?

    I realized, quite calmly that I was God. I had adopted the manifestation of culturally specific tones of religion and out of it came a mandella.

    May I ask if you realized you are one with God AND that so is everyone else, or was this a private revelation that you were God?  Out of this manifestation comes a mandella which I believe is a native american symbol of the circle of life in its many interwoven threads of unity.  The cultural and religious programming is part of your path as it was part of my path.  It is part of this weave and the bigger picture is now beginning to take shape.  No longer a thread of truth here and there, but actually experiencing LIVING truth as a whole. 

    As I stared down at my bare feet they began to turn into roots which moved into furrows of earth forming beneath my feet. It has become an archetype turned into a private symbol to me. I would enjoy to hear your comments. This indeed happened to me, so what do you think dream weavers?

    Now you begin to notice your bare feet.   The feet are bare and in the context of this dream, this could mean they are not prepared to transport you ahead… because they have no shoes with which to support them in a long journey.  Instead of journeying ahead in spirit, you are planting yourself more firmly into the earth consciousness but that again is only part of your journey ….to show yourself what is not real so that what is real can be seen.  I hope that you know this interpretation is not a judgement of who you are.  Indeed you are perfect and you are God.  As we all are.  We all learn what is real, by first learning what is not real.371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c
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    July 5 - Loss of Innocence Dream

    Saturday, July 5, 2008, 7:41 AM [General]

    Cindy T's dream:

    The other morning around 5am I woke myself after dreaming about my youngest daughter dying. She is 14, but in my dream she was around 2 yrs old. We were at a mall and there was an indoor playground. She was climbing the ladder of the slide when she fell. She hit her head and died. In this dream I also had a baby boy.

    Here is my response to Cindy T:
    The biggest mistake we make with dream interpretations is missing the metaphoric or symbolic meaning. This likely has nothing to do with anyone dying in the physical. It is likely trying to help you recognize a fear or unauthentic way of being that is operating in your life.

    The other morning around 5am I woke myself after dreaming about my youngest daughter dying. She is 14, but in my dream she was around 2 yrs old.

    - this part of your dream likely symbolizes losing your childlike authentic nature. Around the age of 2 we all begin to take on an identity that our parents give to us.

    We were at a mall and there was an indoor playground. She was climbing the ladder of the slide when she fell. She hit her head and died. In this dream I also had a baby boy.

    -Malls are filled with the latest products that are in style. People go to malls usually to buy the latest technology, trendiest clothing and newest products which adorn, distract and entertain the ego. Imagine how you feel when you have on a new outfit or you are enjoying a new "toy" from the mall. It is a distraction or substitution for permanent joy. We all know what this is like, right?

    Inside this mall is a playground where the daughter is playing (care free) but she fell while climbing the ladder. You see we lose our childlike innocence and care free life when we climb this ladder that the world climbs. The ladder the world climbs, or the way it exalts itself, is through having "things" that impress other people. It is an adorning of the outward which sends the inner person away and an unauthentic person begins to live. This is the childlike nature "dying".

    Dreaming you birthed a male child, is the authentic self you are birthing when you begin to let go of the need for outward things as your identity.

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    July 3, 2008 - Dream of Ego

    Thursday, July 3, 2008, 8:37 PM [General]

    On: Jun 29, 2008 11:08 AM

    Hi. I would like a dream interpretation, please.

    I dreamt that I was with my sister, shopping in a ritzy store, but it was next to outdoor, none-too-clean shops. Once in the shop, the Salesperson was looking at me in a negative manner. When she asked my size, I lied it down to a size 16. Upon leaving the shop, I walked off with some jewelry and heels.

    The dream switched to members of my family being bought stuff. Something about my children being present. I can't quite remember how it ends, although I woke up with a feeling of persecution and loss. I was crying when I woke.

    I sometimes have very powerful dreams such as this that leave me emotionally wrought upon waking.

    I understand quite a bit of the meaning but I'm looking for anything that stands out. Thank you.



    In the beginning of the dream, you are shopping for clothes.  This could be about you wanting to change your exterior appearance.  You are shopping in a ritzy store, so you may want to appear better off than you feel you are.  The salesperson who is looking at you in a negative manner is your Ego.  It is what criticizes, harms, puts down.  When the ego asked you your size, you feared being criticized so you lied.  The dream has to do with overcoming this fear of criticism and pretending to be what you think others will approve of.  Upon leaving the shop you walked off with some jewelry and heels, these things you felt would be more acceptable since you were not the size dress you wanted to be.  Shoes and jewelry were safer picks because size does not really matter for these to look good on us.

    Do you feel like others have better opportunities than you have?  The children being present represents extensions of your life and to get you to focus on expansive living from the heart and not living from fears, ego and conditioning.




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    June 28 - Rogers love letter to himself

    Saturday, June 28, 2008, 11:35 AM [General]

    Roger, You are so filled with love. Your sense of wonder is incredible. You see the joys in life that many overlook. From your wonderment at the morning dew which was born just this dawn to your astonishment of the small pebble you found nestled among the blades of grass in the lawn, it is simply inspiring that you can see the life that these things contain. The love you share springs forth from the pool at the summit of pure enlightenment and flows to the oceans of all creation, nourishing every being along the way.


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    June 26 - Don't let me get too deep

    Thursday, June 26, 2008, 3:18 AM [General]

    What I am

    by Edie Brickell

    I'm not aware of too many things,
    but I know what I know if you know what I mean.
    Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box.
    Religion is the smile on a dog.
    I'm not aware of too many things,
    but I know what I know if you know what I mean.
    Choke me in the shallow water before I get too deep.
    What I am is what I am.
    Are you what you are - or what?
    I'm not aware of too many things,
    but I know what I know if you know what I mean.
    Philosophy is a walk on the slippery rocks.
    Religion is a light in the fog.
    I'm not aware of too many things,
    but I know what I know if you know what I mean.
    Choke me in the shallow water before I get too deep.
    What I am is what I am.
    Are you what you are - or what?
    Don't let me get too deep.


    I was posting on Neale Donald Walsh's blog and this song came to mind. Reminded me how sometimes the ego poses as spiritual and tries to get all deep on me. LOL If I am thinking or reasoning, I am not "being". I love the pic of the dog smiling. Its not about what I know about spiritual things that matters, its that I experience myself in spiritual beingness. Simply be.

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    June 22 - Love letter to myself

    Tuesday, June 24, 2008, 6:02 AM [General]

    Dear Carrie, What an amazing being you are! I love your sense of wonder. I love it that you find joy in the little things; like a child. Your gift of humor is divine! How I love to spend time with you "laughing" and finding the hidden signs along this journey. I love your transparency and your sensitivity to beauty. Your creativity and unique views. Even when you think you have failed,
    I love you. My love is not conditional.




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    June 21, 2008 - Forever, together

    Saturday, June 21, 2008, 7:30 PM [General]

    Forever Together (Dedicated to and written with Roger)

    In your eyes, I can see the love that I've deserved
    Deep inside, we can feel the fire within us burn

    When I held you in my arms for the first time,
    I knew you were the one for me
    I never thought that I could see those signs,
    this time I know it's meant to be

    Forever, forever

    Forever my heart is joined to yours
    Together our love will open doors
    And the light of our love will show the way,
    to that path our hearts were meant to take

    Together, together

    Together we were drawn for this reason,
    Forever our love will be in season
    To show the world that love is real
    And this seed of love in them revealed

    When I held you in my arms for the first time,
    I knew you were a part of me
    Forever this love is your's and mine
    Together we'll help the world to see

    Forever, together

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