Friday, July 4, 2008, 4:09 AM [General]
What does this day mean to moi? Hmmmmmmmm, well first of all the ideal of America. That one can start over and do whatever they wish. One can not do that in every nation these days. Also that our nation is not set on one faith and it allowed all its people to do as they please. This is one of the greatest things that American invented. We are the reject of the rest of world, but over here we are no longer rejects, but Americans. God bless American and God bless whoever read this. 371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c
Saturday, January 19, 2008, 2:21 AM [General]
I losted my beloved cousin almost fives years ago and it be five years in june. He was more like a brother then a cousin. We grew up as children, but around our early teens we grew apart. he would get into drugs and drop out of high school. He would end going to jail for five years only to get out of jail and overdoes his home. We have not been close, but our very last talk was he was no longer a catholic and reject even the idea of God. He believe that this there was only and nothing really matters. If this is the case all he was just stupid junky and number on list. He was much more then that and his life was much more then that. His own mother would banned him and his father himself did not know how to be a father, because he was a drunk. My Grandmother at age 70 years old would rasie him as her own. She gave him everything and he lack nothing martial. This would not be enough for him he was missing something. He was genius or a least come to it. He was never challege to be anything, but drugs help with his pain. It would cost him his life and even after his death his mother still do not give rat tail about him. He was damage soul and i hope he is at peace with God now. I will always miss him and I hope if possible to see him again in heavan. One of the finial talks we had was he could possibe not had been my real cousin, he told that it did not matter, but i hope was was blood related. I will never know now will he, but these just some random though i had about him. I am so sorry i could not help him beat his habit and I am so sorry he waste his life. Life is so short and it over in a mintue.