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Wilted_Rose63
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My Tagline:
Healing a broken heart
My Interests:
Afterlife, Movies, TV, Books, Gardening, Crafts, Current events, Politics, Environment, Yoga, Health, Depression, Recovery, Cancer, Weight loss, Family, Pets, Dreams, home repair, I'm in my glory now that the weather has changed and I can spend my days playing in the dirt. It's the one thing that makes me happy, and lifts my depression.
Who Inspires Me:
My husband was the one who inspired me and kept me on track. Now I really don't have anyone that inspires me.
Who I'm praying for:
my husbandChuck, myself, my son, the world
What is your current spiritual mood?:
Lonely
What's your spiritual type?:
Active Spiritual Seeker - I'm spiritual but turned off by organized religion.
About Me
I'm a 63 year old recent widow who is having a hard time getting through my grief. I do not have any support network. After the funeral everyone disappeared, leaving me to go through this alone. Its a rough road to travel with friends to support you, but even rougher to try to do it alone.
I joined this community to help get me through the grieving process and to meet people who will become new friends who won't desert me.
My husband died of cancer 8/24/07. We were married for the 2nd time on 2/23/07. We had 6 months together, we thought we'd have more time but the cancer spread like a wildfire after we got married. I was his only caregiver, he died at home holding my hand. His last words to me were "Goodnight, I love you." We had been together for 21 years, even after our first marriage ended. He truly believed that we were destined by God to be together and I agree with him.
I really miss him and his presence. I had one dream about him and one bizzare happening in my house that I'll go into some other time.
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Wilted_Rose63's Journal
Posted: Aug 1, 2008 3:19 AM
Here it is August 1. I had 23 days left with my Chuckie. I'm getting so scared, and it's just like I'm back there. I have had 1... (more)
Posted: Jul 23, 2008 5:01 PM
I was having my daily rant 2 days ago. I was crying and sobbing, why, oh why did you leave me Chuck? I'm all alone without you. Why... (more)
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Women Today
Spirits and Angels -- Believe
The Grief Recovery Outreach Program
Christian Discussion Group
Fibromyalgia Support Group
Depression, etc.
How to Stress Less
Living with a Chronic Disease
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- On Mindful Monday, my readers and I practice the art of pausing, TRYING to be still, or considering, ever so briefly, the big picture. We're hoping this soul time will provide enough peace of mind...
- Being alone and being lonely must never be confused with one another. We all know what it feels like to be crowded in by the demands of others so much that we crave time alone, time to ourselves,...
- Is the number 144,000--used when speaking of the people that will come to Heaven--a specific number, or a number that symbolizes many people? The number is clearly symbolic, as are other...
- A Twist on 'Oy Vey!' Q: Have you heard the new Jews for Jesus prayer? A: Oy vey, Maria!
- Soothing, meaning-filled gifts that will feed the soul rather than clutter the house.
- Luke 20:1-8 1 One day, as he was teaching the people in the temple and telling the good news, the chief priests and the scribes came with the elders 2 and said to him, "Tell us, by what...
- Beliefnet is pleased to present an inspirational devotional from the gifted Christian author Brian McLaren. This is week 5 of the 8 week-long devotional. If you missed the previous entries, stay...
- "Sam (9 years old) and her mother were returning from a weekend together visiting friends when they were involved in an accident with a drunk driver. Sam's mother was killed in the accident. Sam...
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