hello! I have been a subscriber to Beliefnet's many subcription availabilities for a few years now. I find myself browsing through the endless places every day and figured I would become part of a better community and maybe meet new people with all kinds of interests .

I am seeking something that will click with me.. i want a better understanding of life how's and why's and wisdom . I attend church occassionally and seek comfort in it and do not find comfort in believing something that i do not feel. Words preached are helpful but when it comes to believing in a man and an unseen "God" cancels out the seeing is believing thing for me. I need to see things to believe it and i need to live it to feel and breathe it. I am happily and blessedly married to the most wonderful man. I am a recovering addict of Methamphetimine, Prescription Pills and Alcohol...! I am  very proud to say that. Since My recovery date I have experienced how wonderful life is again and I'am rewarded everyday for chosing sobriety. P>My husband and I met in March of 2004 and only a couple weeks later he was incarcerated for drug charges. I had no idea that we would ever meet again. I only dreamt of it.. I thought about him like no other and often felt like I was in a fantasy world dreaming of him. In the back of my mind however, I knew ( or so i thought) that I wouldnt be lucky enough to meet him again.Well Low in behold, only two days after he was released from prison in 2007, Excactly 3 years and two days had passed and I was at home and my stand in mom came out and said to every one "Do you guys want to see brenda freek out?" Well she looked at me and said, "Guess whoes out?" I said, i dont know and then she told me and we reunited that night. I guess I never left his mind. We had only known each other for about three weeks before he went away. Now we are beyond happily married and thanks to him and myself, I am now living a happy clean and sober life . Between the two of us we have an almost brady bunch going on . I have two boys that live with their dad and he has two girls that live wth their mom and we are happy.

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