mersaydez
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My Tagline:
What must I do now?
My Interests:
Prayer, Meditation, God, Angels, Books, Travel, Health, Sports, Fitness, make jewelry as a cathartic release
My Favorite Books, Authors, Musicians, Movies, Preachers, TV shows, etc:
Holding on to Hope - Nancy Guthrie; Grieving Forward - Susan Duke; Hope for the Brokenhearted - Dr. John Luke Terveen and Motherless Daughters by Hope Edleman
Who Inspires Me:
the memories and dreams of my daughter Brittany
My favorite spiritual activities:
singing
Who I'm praying for:
my family, my daughter's frineds, myself, a few friends
What is your current spiritual mood?:
Blessed
What's your spiritual type?:
Confident Believer - I have found the right path and am fully committed to it.
About Me
I have endured so many losses in my life and find myself searching for purpose and understanding of why I'm still here. I've always been "tough" and strong throughout it all, except when my only child Brittany passed away 10-13-06. She was 17. Her passing has changed me beyond recognition. I'm not sure who I am now or who I am suppose to be. All I know is that it takes every bit of energy and faith to get up and face the world every single day. The one thing I know for sure is that without the knowledge of God's love and the Resurrection, I wouldn't be here now.
My Basics
Gender: Female
Occupation: RN
mersaydez's Journal
Posted: Jun 15, 2008 2:33 PM
Fathers Day brings me a great deal of sorrow. I don't know my father well. He wasn't around much of my life. When he was it was usually... (more)
Posted: May 9, 2008 7:07 PM
This will be my Second Mother's Day since my only child, Brittany past away. I am finding it even harder than the First Mother's Day.... (more)
Posted: Apr 19, 2008 8:12 PM
As I walk on this path of grief I find myself very conflicted on a few things. I know in my mind, because of the knowledge I've... (more)
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Hello - July 5, 2008 - 12:36 AM
Hi, for some reason I awoke this morning and you came to mind, so I felt the Spirit was prompting me to just let you know someone on this side of the pond has you in their thoughts. I hope you are doing well and the sun is shining more in your life. With love in the Lord Marianelia