apatt
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My Interests:
Prayer, Meditation, Worship, God, Angels, Music, Books, Family, Marriage, Dreams
My Favorite Books, Authors, Musicians, Movies, Preachers, TV shows, etc:
I love any books by Joel Osteen & Joyce Meyer. Currently reading Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren (very good & very deep) Just what I need at this point & time in my life! I love Casting Crowns, Matthew West, Jeremy Camp, Darlene Zschech....I could go on & on....
Who Inspires Me:
Spiritual people inspire me to be more than I am
Who I'm praying for:
Everyone
What is your current spiritual mood?:
Lost
What's your spiritual type?:
Active Spiritual Seeker - I'm spiritual but turned off by organized religion.
About Me
I am married & a mother of 3 wonderful children. I'm trying to find myself. I don't believe anything is an accident or coincidence. I believe I found this site to unlock so many unanswered questions. I'm not where I need to be, but I'm not where I use to be! I feel lost, like something's missing, not just my mind, something more than that. I struggle with depression & I have people trying to be helpful, but telling me to think positive or don't be so negative, or there are people who are worse off than me, doesn't make me "snap out of it" I'm desperately searching for what's missing, I just don't know what it is I'm missing. I feel so lost, empty, alone, afraid, and worn out! I procrastinate everything and it's getting worse lately! I would love to kick this bad habit, but I'll get to it sooner or later.....lol I don't speak my mind, due to making others upset or mad with me. I just hold my feelings inside if I think it might upset the other person. Sorry so excited to actually share what I'm feeling, I'm overloaded with so many thoughts & feelings, I'll stop rambling......
My Basics
Location: PORT CHARLOTTE, FL, USA
Gender: Female
Occupation: Medical Billing Clerk
Relationship Status: Married
apatt's Journal
Posted: May 22, 2008 1:32 PM
I'm still searching to find myself! I'm very proud to say I'm not where I want to be spiritually, but I'm not where I use to be! ... (more)
Posted: Apr 11, 2008 3:19 PM
I'm trying to find myself, I think I have then I fall again & again. I'm getting so frustrated. Life is suppose to be what you... (more)
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