I first joined an internet sight in June 2007 and it's a bit of a "crazy" site but it has served a unique purpose in my life; however, I feel lacking in my life for the support to really "change" and become all that I can be.  There are areas of "difficulty" for me, where without support, sometimes I just don't feel enough within myself to keep the momentum going to continue in a direction that I want to go.  Other times I'm down or depressed or fearful, etc. and it can zap my energy or take away my "umph!" and once again I feel as though I've not been able to move forward and sometimes even take some actions that end up pulling me backwards.  I'd like to have a place where I can ck in to keep me going in the directions that feel the most life affirming and serving.  At times in my life I have had support groups or people or a therapist out in the world but now... a unique time in my life... I feel I'm all alone in my growth.  On one hand this is good, because it means I've outgrown these outside-supports and it's time to really develope the strength just within myself -- to trust me; on the otherhand, I'm still skakey sometimes and need support, reminders and wisdom from others, and to give/share my knowledge.

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