Life can be a journey ,every day is a different '" ONE'". I have lost a love one, ,like you,it was a hurt experienceful. I was lucky ,I had comforting friends , that got me to ''turn the page'' & move on! I had a drinking situation ,but,, that did not last long ,, for I had a one year old grand daughter to care for,and she was ''my gift from my Lord!""This all happened 12 years ago , life is good when you pray . I pray daily , for my Lord has allowed me to be around, to watch my grand kids grow up,which is a wonderful ''journey''' !!! My 12 year old grand daughter , wears my clothes ,and boots, and we have a wonderful time together,,, she says I rock!!!! COOL ...PEACE IN PRAYING FOR YOU JESS