here in " vets heaven" there is a large center foyer space with a modern water fountain standing under a pyramid shaped huge skylight with each point of the compass marked with a large stained glass window embezzling each of the years four seasons.
i find it a very peaceful space and i come to it and set for long bits of time, although each time i do within a few minutes after i set down near the flowing water of the fountain i feel the urgent need to pee and i dont understand why that is.
this morning as i watched the puff clouds race each other across the windowed roof i found myself setting near a camp fire with others i could not see very well;
they were not speaking in english or any of the very few other languages i can at times recognize and say "hello" in-
but i did seem to understand what was being discussed....
and then i heard some say "keyfa" as those near to me there turned and looked at me..
i understood that it waqs i myself that was being addressed as "The Speaker" said "KEYFA" once more and in my heart i KNEW He was My/Our Savior Brother Yesh'wa Messiah and HE called me peter... and i haven't been able to stop weeping...
as a solder in the u s army i have done many things that would be very very hard to become forgiven for...things i still today hold myself as GUILTY for.
worse still is that i now today over 35 years later i stand ready willing and able to do once againg each and every one of them if the need be.
i am not a holy man in anyway and i believe that the very best spiritual / heavenly reword i can ever be given will be to become posted in a tent quaters OUTSIDE Our Father YAHWEH'S House on constant watch ensuring that none of the vile thieving murderous villains that have infiltrated My Savior Brother House here on earth in this or any other age past or any age yet to come are NEVER ALLOWED to enter into Heaven ITSELF!
i fervently hope that the dear and good and very kindhearted and holy sister simonne campbell of "network" is given collective authority as to lead the rcc and that she dose so with faithfully free will...in a very peacefully lovingly and merciful way.
because if i have to do it every child repast and there protectors in the clergy will be issued " the Mill Stone Cure" 100% and without exception...
and that will not look good to many folks watching these events unfold as they are...and im not sure My/ Our Savior Brother would approve of me doing so-
but doing so i shall do none the less.
its hard to see my keyboard now... so peaceful day.
peter the romin american