there is nothing i can think of that is like the feeling of freedom following a period of confinement.

this afternoon when i was informed that all my preliminary stuff was complete and my liberty was restored i felt as lazerus must have when Our Savior Brother Yesh'wa Messiah called him forth from his dark tome-

GREAT, GRATEFUL  and ALIVE!!!

at once i limped to where my car was undriven for 16 days started it up and went to the local walmart for a chest of draws and a few very important supplies like potato chips, reeses cups, and salteens for the local safeguarded deers that abound here in the nwnj wilderness.

along the way i called my ex and our son to tell them " im commin over in the am to make em sunday morning breakfast!" -

i missed cooking for them and my cat time the most these past few weeks but in a few hours i will miss them no more!

iv been walking on a cloud all after noon and i built the chest of draws without a single error / mistake!

well im gunna get some sleep now-

thanks again for all the supportive and responded to prayers...

peace and good and tons'o love to you and all yours too.



peter the romin american
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this "veterans haven" domicile for homeless veterans in nw nj that i am dwelling in was to me at first a wonderful series of blessings for me and the other 40 or residence too-

but now not so much.

there is a " 30 day black out period" that all entering residents must agree to and agree i did-

however there were stated " exceptions like doctors/ lawyers/ other such appointments " that i was assured would be honored/ respected if any of them arose during this time i would be able to handle them without the need to return to day one;

so far in these past 2 weeks two of those " exceptions" occurred  to me and both required my rescheduling then and not attending to them or else....

there are monitoring cameras in all common and theripy rooms and im getting the feeling that we here may be some graduate students phd thesis...

without exception everyone i met here even myself has had noticeable affective changes during this " black out" period.

for me i am ready to ask my ex if the sofa is still open although i will set up my tent in some open area first-

being a vet dose leave one with skills like tent living.

at least i did get to have a "last sadder memorial" and quaker style quit time service earlier this Savior Sabbath day followed by a rare opportunity to watch then near to the  last episode  of tina fays 30 rocks show and at the time of this writing im felling better then well.

there was no one at the service other then i , my / Our Sister Grace and as per Our Savior Brothers Word "WHEN EVER TWO OR MORE GATHER TOGETHER IN MY NAME SO TOO AM I THERE" so it was just the three of us.

i handed in the announcement flyers about this service in our chapel a few days ago but they had not as yet been approved nor posted-

however become nether was the request rejected i went on with it anyway.

i do not want to sound unfair or ungrateful-

i know many vets that suffer from very sever medical, psychological /spiritual conditions that would and do benefit from a "  retreat/ regroup time " at least on paper 30 days looks/ sounds like it would be a great idea/ just right amount of time;

but if anyone responsible for enforcing this rule were them self ever subjected to living this rule this rule will fade into a 24/72 hour bit at most.

lastly we do unfortunately have a gop governor here in nj and this 30 day black out may well be his admins way of " inspiring everyone here  to just move on elsewhere if you don't like it".

well lots o'folks seem to think that karma stuff " what gose around comes around" has merrit-

i can only hope ... and pray that its so.


yours truly
peter the romin american
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after ten days "BLACKED OUT" in this nj state funded " veterans transitional residence/domicile"  in which i dwell today i was allowed to visit the federal regional va equivalent  facility called "lyons"for a dentist visit.

in these  parts "lyons va hospital" is manly know as a federal veterans psychiatric hospital but it dose / renders many many other good things for vets.

lyons is a very large campus with most of its old building dating to the depression era.

waiting  for the shuttle van as the midday sun sank into early evening   i used the time  to set and see the near very many  folks rushing about as if there were seeking to find some cover for an soon to start fire fight or engaging in self debate and condemnation over some real or imagined event  as some  punched at  the air as others looked to be blocking incoming attracts abreast and across from regular folks and suddenly i saw a panda motif-

a black and white  healthy and ill contrast was striking.

all in all it was heart breakingly sad to witness so many suffering so harshly.

when i returned in time for the dinner meal i looked anew at the mostly men and  few women residents here and i notice things i should have noticed sooner and i felt ashamed that i did not but there were just as broken folks here as were these at lyons va hospital and that i was and maybe still could well be as broken as they are gave me pause.

in my minds eye i saw times in my history when i too pouched the air and blocked off bodiless air attaches and demanded of the ether to make  cigarettes and booze  to appear before me like heavens manna....

and then  i came to understand that i am now in exactly the right place at the exact right time as i slowly but almost surly am coming to understand that these folks- us folks can become healed and whole again as i am now.

when compered to the healing the illness means nothing-

just like sin is nothing in the Light of Merciful Forgiveness that Our Savior Brothers New Covenant Law of Love links us into.

and just as the very good dr king and his mighty faith brought much freedom to his too to long enslaved peoples here in the land of the free-

so to i hope and pray that my faithful loving devotion to faithful love and mercy will help to free my once  fellow sisters and brothers in  arms from there now psychological imprisonment in madness and unending battlefields-

just as Yesh'wa Messiah did for me / still dose for me even now.


yours truly
peter the roman american
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by now i'm thinking most everyone has at least heard of  the phase " self help groups" like alcoholics and narcotics anonymous aka  aa and na.

for anyone that may not know much more of them that let me say that these not even sixty year old groups are considered peer  truth based / direct confrontation/ lovingly supportive systems  that have helped many folks stop drinking and drugging and begin a new much needed restart to there one nearly lost lives.

living with  three dozen or so recently homeless men and women as i now do i'm  seeing  a lot of of anecdotal evidence build up making  the theory that such self harming behaviors has at least a spiritual link / relationship if not a direct causation to additive life styles / self haring actions seem like its a theory that needs further exploration.

in this veterans population most have at least been activated to support a military operation in our past and more then a few have lived under fire for extended time.

i have gotten the feeling that many fellow vets believe themselves soulless ether from birth or soul dead from there " feeding the dogs of war" as i myself once felt to be the case with my soul.

its  those may benefit from a  SOUL OWNERS Anonymous self help group models on aa and na and yet they may be the hardest ones  to get to walk in the door the first time.

as this is a publicly funded rescue effort the admin here can not by law play any role in helping me get this effort off the ground but nether is the facilities superintendent opposed to the framework and notion as long as no tax funds are used-

for example we may hold gathering in the common sacred space already here serving as a room for prayer and small fellowship as long as no govt funded food or drink are served...

so in the coming days i will gauge the vet residents feelings on the idea and put a request to the admin and prayerfully on the next  Saviors Sabbath or so following a remembrance service  of His New Convent Directive i will call into order  the first ever Soul Owners Anonymity meeting aimed at Spiritual Recovery and Soul Resurrection / resuscitation as need be for anyone that would still want a shot at a healthy living thriving blessed soul as the main part of there whole being moving foreword in there life to build the rest of there lives off from.

as for all else well Our Savior Brother Yesh'wa Messiah did tell us long long ago

"IF YOUR NOT SICK YOU NEED NO DOCTOR ".

any and all thoughts on the subject and prayers for its success are welcomed  appreciated thanked for in advance.

yours truly

peter the romin american

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Sir-

i was driven to my feet in enthusiastic support of your expressed views and direct action your office has taken in today's tv  presentation in addressing  the soaring body count from gun wielding thuggish nut bars and there maniacal tascid even active supporters found in the rabid nra leadership.

i am behind you and mr biden 100%.

on another topic i would also like to thank you very very much for your " anti homeless service veterans" initiative that you tasked to former joint chiefs chair gen shinseki;

 as i and about 35 other fellow homeless vets are now safe and warm and fed in west nj far from the winters harsh biting old because of your compassion and love for folks you never even met-

 thank you.

just so you know sir i have taken an informal in house servery here  and every vet here stands ready willing and able to our own abilities to act as a "TACTICAL MARSHALL SERVICE" to be rendered to those that think " there is nothing to pulling a guns trigger" a permanent corrective lesson and keepng them from doing so twice...

lastly i wish to offer my sincere apology for too to very harsh words i said about some / many of your actions over these past four years-

i understand now that your political enemies would have used " other actions" against you thus defeating your reelection bid and all the good you did do would have then been undone and no further good would have been possible...

im sorry for my lack of national political understanding in this modern era brought such harsh words to my keyboard.

please know that i will continue to keep you  and your most lovely and wonderful family in my prayers asking Our Father YAHWEH, Our Savior Brother Yesh'wa Messiah and Our Loving Guiding Sister Grace for all the love and blessings and aid as needed that they can and do give.

respectfully submitted by your grateful fellow american citizen'


peter the romin american
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...so im here in the veterans domicile program of west nj for my fifth day and i must say its seven blessing plus!

the staff are great the fellow vets are greater still.

2 hours ago i sent in my application for the " New Seminary " of nyc and then broke bread with a dyed in the wool bible preacher-man and no blood was spilled!

truns out they do have inter web accesses here in the jersey wilderness but it needs a crank handle to get it started.... good thing i  brought my own verizon hot spotski!

we have a dedicated chapel here but no chaplain-  in the morrow im going to ask the facility superintendent   to allow me to hold a regular Thursday nite Our Savior Brothers Last Sadder Remembrance /New Covenant reminder service in it.

well the wolfs are starting to howl so that is our que here  to hit the rack.

peace and good and tons o'love to all-


yours truly
peter the romin american
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first off i'm about to bid a very found adieu to my very kind hearted ex wife for her great hospitality that she gave to me over these past few years-

i have been approved for residency in a nj sponsored  homeless domicile  for military veterans near the pa boarder and prayerfully  i will be there this time Wednesday.

furthermore i also have a new vocational goal of rendering the very best spiritual service my being can render to anyone in need but chiefly to fellow military service veterans-

a community that i have been a member of for a long while.

just like computer systems often  need restoration following very harsh usage-

so too dose our human soul need restoration following times when we are made to act as less then the fully en-souled human beings that we are.

to that end i have conducted research into " mufti-faith seminary's" that offer cpc prep for chaplaincy candidacy and i found 2 worth looking deeper into:

"the new seminary" and "one spirit seminary" both of nyc.

as nether is very affordable to me i will have to being economizing at once and so my web cite "Yeshwa's House . net  - where church and state cross"is going to have to end now, oh well.... there may not be any inter-web access that far west of nyc  in the nj/ pa wilderness anyway.

forgive me please this bit of nostalgia but i can recall when i was a younger man i looked forward at like changes that i am  with great hope seeing in them new start / hope-filled beginnings... but that's not what im feeling now.

i recon now with hard miles and age uneasy near trepidation is the mood of the new day-

at least it seems so for me now.

however i still rest well knowing that all things on this side of heavens gates are temporary at best and that as the committed dedicated practitioner albeit the worse ever disciple of My Savior Brother and His New Covenant Law of Love one day i shall BE on The Other Side of Heavens Gates...

and i hope its warm like panama and soft like lemon scented air.

until then i got much  love to make more perfect and a hand or two to lend to a sister or bother in need.

yours truly

peter the romin american

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... may yet heal this world as surly as " the same old error filed nicean born Christianity" will be listed on this worlds autopsy  as " the cause of its death".

i look forward to what ever replies that my follow this post.


yours truly
peter the romin american
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... He came to END that long failed imperfect  jewish faith based upon imperfect human artifacts/ errant writings / errant witness  and replace it with a new Love based faith system centered upon His Own Lived  Example that keeps every one of its practitioners in perpetual grace and innocents easily restored when the needs be. 

i understand that most every practicing christain attach by faith to there sacramental or bible centered church dose not agree with The Truth cited above and that most of them will not waste a tic to call me a " false prophet or even "antichrist" as i say to them " sticks and stones";

but TRUTH IS TRUTH and The TRUTH of jer 31/ 31-34 tells us all that like it or not " the jewish faith based upon moses covenant" was going to one day  end and it was going to be replaced with The New Covenant;

The New Covenant and its ONE STATED COMMANDMENT  that Our Savior Messiah did write and Seal with His Innocent Blood 2012 years or so ago.

THIS TRUTH also points out another embarrassing hurt-filled Truth that has been and still is shared by all practicing christians of every faith build on a " jewish continuum of faith systems"-

namely that all such church communities are in great error that is a threat to there very souls life by staying in those error filled churches now.

just like no traveler can reach lets say new york city without getting on board a conveyance that is heading for new york city;

no human soul can enter into The New Life Our Savior Brother opened up for us to share in unless and until our faith is the committed practice of His New Covenants ONE STATED COMMANDMENT-

"LOVE EACH OTHER AS HE LOVES US".

i beg with all my being please consider these words and while we still have the time to change direction from our 1500+ year old error filled pagan nicean born church let us set Our True Path according to Our Saviors Direction ALONE.

Our Father YAHWEH  nor His  House needs not one of us to become a living part of it as it each are perfect as is-

however we are beloved invited and called into that New Life so let us do as we have been directed to and ready our self as we help each other to arrive into  that Wonderful Destination only our faithful love can bring us into. 

i stand ready  to respond to all the replies that this post may bring.


yours truly
peter the romin american
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ps this is jer 31/ 31-34

31 "The day is coming," says the LORD,  "when I will make a new covenant with the people of Israel and Judah.



32 This    covenant will not be like the one I made with their ancestors when I    took them by the hand and brought them out of the land of Egypt.
They    broke that covenant, though I loved them as a husband loves his wife,"    says the LORD.
 

33 "But this is the new covenant I will make with the people of Israel on that day," says the LORD.   
 "I will put my instructions deep within them, and I will write them  on   their hearts. 
I will be their God, and they will be my people.



34 And they will not need to teach their neighbors, nor will they need to teach their relatives, saying, 'You should know the LORD.' For everyone, from the least to the greatest,
will know me already," says the LORD. "And I will forgive their wickedness,  and I will never again remember their sins."



(Jeremiah 31, NLT, rse).

everyone / anyone in any church or temple today that dose NOT have The Live Word of YAHWEH written upon there living heart is missing that word due in largest part to the misplaced/ misdirected faith that they gave to the things that should never have been given any faith in the first place.

the church age of bibles and sacraments and only certain "men" having authority to lead others as its center alters ended officially on earth in 77 ce with the smashing of the 2d temple -

its time for all the faithful to see this TRUTH  and to act accordingly in Loves Way or expect your once living soul to be burred next to your once living body at its times end.

it looks like someone got a " sure thing" as a reply to a prayerful request of a " white christmas"!

a very very happy , joy-filled and wonderful never ending Happy Christmas to all human kind and my best wishes for a very very happy new year for us all too!

yours truly
peter the romin american
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