I am working hard at not letting the crap at work get to me.. so much BS and so little understanding or caring about the people  that work there.  I will not let the SOBs get to me.. I will go in do my job and get the hell out of there.. I do not take stuff home as much as I use to.. I know that it is all BS and that one day they will get theirs... I admit I want to be there to see it ... so many people are leaving because of the micro-manageing crap.. I have been there to many years.. I will not allow them to drive me out .. I am sorry to see some of the people go.. they are good officers and dont deserve all the crap

on another note.. I find myself feeling lonely.. not real reason. I like my own company better then I like the company of most people. and after all these years do not think  I would do well in a relationship

I am a hurt that some one at work that I think of as friend did not send me a email back of come in to say thank you. I took care of some thing that would have got him in trouble.. I would think he would at least email me thanks or something. dont regret doing it but still thanks would be nice .. oh well should not expect so much from other .. dont expect it and you dont get disappointed...