I will give more details soon and a photo too. For today I just need to reach out to people who know where I've been and who can give me some insight into how to get through this. I have been separated since May. The day after Christmas we told the children (11 and 5) a divorce would be coming. I know it is the right thing to do but I am devastated. I know he is no longer the man I married but I mourn for the man that he was. I have lost my best friend.