ATHEIST AXIOMS REASON IS BETTER THAN FAITH ACTS OF GOD TIDA;L WAVES CANCER TORNADODES BIRTH DEFECTS EARTHQUAKES PLAGUES HURRICANES FEAR MAKES SENSE , TRUST IS ABSURD ! GOOD NEWS! 1. SKEPTICISM IS HEALTHY ! 2. FAITH IS CURABLE TRY CRITICAL THINKING IT'S DISINFECTANT FOR THE MIND Morality is not predetermined; it evolves and is defined by a culture / civilization to describe how that culture ought to work for the betterment of the group. Be especially skeptical of extraordinary positive assertions. Extraordinary assertions require extraordinary evidence before they can be embraced. If you want your life to have some sort of “meaning” beyond procreation and continuation of the species, it's up to the individual to develop that meaning. There are no absolutes. Search for what is true, even if it makes you uncomfortable or the answer is counter to your preexisting hypothesis. Relying on some external power to change you is self deception; you must change yourself. Every person is responsible / accountable for their lives and actions. Just because something's popular, widely “believed”, or has been “believed” for a long time doesn't mean it's true, or good. Don't “believe” things just because you want them to be true. All “beliefs” or hypotheses are open to challenge, questioning, and should be subject to testing by the scientific method. Make the most of your life, it's the only one you'll have.

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