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    Venting

    Friday, April 25, 2008, 5:51 AM [General]

    I feel as though a part of me is missing, something that I will never get back.  It has been three years and five days since our darling boy's death when he was called back to heaven by God.  My heart has been torn apart and it is so hard knowing that I will never know the reason for his death until we are reunited again in heaven.  So hard!!  All I have to live with are memories of a happy, cheeky, smiling little boy.  I know we were blessed to have him for the 31 months he was with us but it doesn't make anything easier.  And I feel so bad that after telling his older brother that things like this don't usually happen and that you die when you grow old, we then lost my husbands brother just over a year later at the young age of just 36 leaving behind a loving wife and two beautiful little boys.  Life can be so unfair!  Anyway, until next time, I will place my trust in the Lord and pray for an end to this endless grief.
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    Your son is in a very happy place. He is with you always. He wants you to find the strength to move on. You will never be without him. At night when you sleep and you dream of him that is him coming to you. He wants you to know he loves you very much. he is at peace. Lisa

    Lisa_kay
    April 26, 2008
    8:06 PM

    Oh honey I can only imagine how difficult that must be for you! I have a little saint in heaven but it was an early miscarriage at 6 weeks and that was tough but to lose a 31 month old I just can't imagine. Be strong! One thing I like to have is a counter box for my baby from snugglepie.com I have tickers for my 3 living children and then the counter box for Marshmallow. It's my way to remember! Hang in there and keep the Faith!

    Burks1999
    June 24, 2008
    10:37 AM

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