See here for an important message regarding the community which has become a read-only site as of October 31.
There's no greater feeling than that of being saved. You have taken the first step, repentance. Now just put your trust in God. He will tell you in a small voice what you need to do next. I know.. I went through this myself back in September. He is still leading my way. I wish you well. Everything will be alright, now that you have returned to God.
It is my guess that many people here on B-Net have been praying for you. I am included in that group of people. I hope what ever your need be, that it has been taken care of and that your life is what it should be. I ask it in Jesus Name. Amen