I am a born again Christian from Islam to Christianity. My family have lived a life of abject poverty and a great DESTITUDE from generation to generation and I had never been loved.I was born like a BASTARD,lived up like a RASCAL.Because my dad was a dirty old man and arrogant .So I have never felt comfort or been shown love. But I was taught how to love and respect people.Though I had done a lot of bad stuff.
Well, being a Christian is a life of comflict. When I was a hoodlum, things were very easy for me and I never complained. But ever since I changed my life, I have found that things are as worst for me and I am seeking prayers and prayers.
I love God because my soul longs for God. I try all my best to love him and cling to what's good and desist evil. But sometimes, it's hard to understand God, and why has he let the evil peoples making good times for themselves and why the righteous peoples are passing through tough times?
Only God can heal my wound. I am a begger and God is the giver. No guts, no glory, no pain, no gain.