New day for new beginnings! I have a brand new look on life for this year. Things between my husband and I are getting better...He loves me and misses me. Being away from eachother for a year almost has really made us realize alot. It's better to work on things then to stary over new. The grass is not always greener on the other side..... We both served God and strayed, I truly believe this is why we are going through this. I truly messed up b/c I fell in love with his brother. I went through alot with my husband. He was unfaithful, 3x I know of and one was my half sister. I know he has totaly realized how much he has hurt me. I just don't know why it's harder for men to forgive than woman. I was honest with my husband. I hope things can work out. I don't want to hurt no-one. I love my family and want to make things right. I hope we are given the chance. Everyone who are facing challenges stay strong and believe God can change things if it is his will. We need to ask God to do his will in our lives not what we want. Thank you Jesus for loving me no matter what I've done!