About Me: I am searching for compassionate, supportive and understanding people who are experiencing financial stress, as well as marital problems, and hypomania symptoms. I also have some phyiscal health problems that I'd like to relate to people about. 5 years ago, within 4 months, my husband lost his job unexpectedly in corporate after 18 years, his mother was dying of cancer and so was my father. I left my job of 10 years to be the SOLE CAREGIVER for my father. They both passed within 2 months of each other. It has been five years of hell and stress. Neither my husband or I have been about to find jobs in FIVE YEARS. My husband has a little seasonal tennis business, but that is all. We've applied for thousands of jobs over the past 4.5 years. I am currently volunteering at a hospital in CT to help and feel reward, as well as having great respect for the hospital and it's ethics and employees. My dream is to obtain a job there. I've volunteered in 4 depts there and applied for at least 15 jobs as clerical/admnistrative and not even gotten a response. I am also trying other avenues, school system, gov't positions for the city in which I live.....I am desperate for people WHO REALLY GET IT and can share their similar experiences and ideas with me. Thank you.....
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My Relationship Status: Married
My Occupation: unemployed
My Faith: Rather not specify
My Interest: Prayer , Meditation , Worship , God , Angels , Afterlife , Charity , Movies , Music , Books , Gardening , Crafts , Art , Yoga , Health , Depression , Recovery , Fitness , Cooking , Caregiving , Family , Marriage
My Favorite Spiritual Activities: praying , breathing , trying to have faith , stretching , arts and crafts , decorating , gardening......
Who I'm Praying For: My husband and I. My family , particularly my nephew who is bi-polar/schizo effective- - a very very sad and hopeless case. I am praying just as much for his father , who is my brother. Of course , my second brother and his family. And , most of all my deceased ParentS , that they are finally at rest and not suffering anymore. I also pray for the faith and belief that we will be together again. My mother was my best friend in the world. She was only 69 when she died and both parents died from the same VERY AWFUL and suffering type of cancer.....
Who Inspires Me: My therapist , my dog....honestly , right now , I have no one else. Friends are in their own worlds. Brothers are busy with their own lives.....try to keep in touch , but rare....I AM REALLY VERY ALONE and my husband is not an emotional and compassionate man , to say the least. These are qualities I need , especially at this time. He DOES have several good qualities....but not the emotional , supportive and connective ones I am in need of.
Tell Us More About Your Faith: I was brought up Catholic and went to Catholic school for 8 yrs. I went through the motions of church and prayer , but never fully understood or paid attention. I AM NOW STRUGGLING TO LEARN AND BELIEVE AND TRUST IN GOD AND THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER.....THAT HE IS REALLY THERE WITH ME AND WILL GUIDE ME. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO BELIEVE , BECAUSE I'VE ENDURED SO MUCH PAIN AND SUFFERING THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE LIFE......I HAVE ANGER AND RAGE......ETC.....
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