About Me:hello everyone i am here looking for guidance, in trying to get closer to god i suppose. I am a spiritual person but never been affliatted with a church or any religion. I have many questions and at times find myself at a loss and always feeling like nothing seems to work out. I am a mother of two, and have had some things in my past that i do not like. Am i a sinner? Yes, but i regret them all, and need some help to find me and god to try to establish a closer relationship with him. I have no clue where to begian. I have spoken to a preacher and he says i need to pray, and find a community, but where to begian? I had surgery the 13, and i had some trouble with blood clots in my lungs and it scared me really bad. I am still not out of the long run, i am on a blood thinner now which scares me, and the Dr. thinks i might have a herrditary disorder, but i have been praying for health and healing, i have accepted jesus in my life and asked for forgivness but i need some help in prayer i have no clue as how to or when to or anything. So i am looking for anyone to help me. Your new found beliver in jesus, Teresa.