Saturday, May 17, 2008, 2:37 PM [General]
Well it has been a long while since I have been here and I am sorry. I lost my Mother in February and just can't get it together. Four months after loosing my Granddaughter, I lose my Mother. Life SUCKS!!!
Friday, December 14, 2007, 4:28 PM [General]
I HAVE BEEN WATCHING THE DVD OF BRAYLEE OVER AND OVER AGAIN. IT IS SUCH A GOOD PRESENT! I LOVE TO SEE THE SMILE ON HER FACE AND THOSE HUGE BLUE EYES. I KNOW I AM GOING TO BE OK. I AM STILL HAVING TROUBLE WITH MY FAITH, THAT SCARES ME! I NEED TO TALK TO MY PASTOR BUT HE HASN'T BEEN IN TOWN SO I WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT. MORE LATER!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 10:16 AM [General]
I got my first Christmas present yesterday in the mail. It was a DVD from my son and his wife. It was labeled Braylee Rayne Fox. I thought it was the memorial service, so I put off watching it. At about 11:00 last night I decided to watch it, and grabbed a bunch of tissue. Well it wasn't what I thought! Jen had taken video of Braylee while she was alive. Nobody knew so I got to see my precious Angel smiling and babbling. I did use the tissue, but they were happy tears! What a great present!! Merry Christmas to All!!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007, 11:20 PM [General]
Today was so hard. My youngest son took me to the mall today just to get me out of the house and we went to Bealls. I was walking through the store and came to the babies clothes, OMG I had to leave the store. I could think of how cute Braylee would look in some of the outfits and that I could get it for her for Christmas. I CAN'T! She is not here. At any rate I think I will stay away from the clothing section of all stores for a while. I thought I was doing better than things like that happen and you wonder if it is ever gonna get better? More tomorrow.
Saturday, December 1, 2007, 1:34 PM [General]
This month is going to be a really hard one as we won't have our Beautiful Princess with us. We seem to all be doing better, Thank God!! I am still having trouble praying to God. I want to be able to without such confusion and hesitation. I am not quite understanding it myself as I have really never had trouble praying. I am not sure what it is. I guess I should talk with my Pastor about it. That is what I will do. More later.
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