It is awe-striking to look back in your journals and writing and see how much you have  progressed. This is what I am doing right now. It has been a while since I have been on here to share and I would like to do it again. In 2009 I was in the darkest place my soul has ever been which I originally thought this in 2003 before I fell away to an even darker place. Now I am fortunate and grateful that I am a live and well. I was not so much back then. I would like to thank all my connections and friends I have met which helped me focus on the greater good of life. Peace to you all in this new year and all to come. With out the caring and loving people in my life there are I would still be at the bottom of the spiral suffocating and being laughed at by the wicked. I appreciate all of you who stand by me and have the faith in me that I can pull through. I assure you my life is being pieced bit by bit and I am looking forward to the last piece of the puzzle falling into place.