Yes I do feel 40. Thankfully i dont look it but I feel old and worn down internally.

Im certain it has a LOT to do with my current state of thinking, as I feel as I missed out on 10 years of my life (30's) with only a vauge recollection of it, and no personal thriumphs to look back on.

I'm here to try to find inspiration, let go of regrets, missed opportunities, and finally start to LIVE the life I know I should be living.