My husband Passed 1.31.08 of irregular heart rythyms then a heart attack. Im 3 months out and I think this new journey is one I feel very alone and scared at times. I have three young children and never in a million years did or would I choose to reaise them alone. I lost my husband ,best friend and my wise and kind soul I thought would never leave me. I want to just bypass all of the grief and move on but it keeps coming back . Im 41 and in the hospice group everyone is older more my parents age. No one has kids that are young. I just need someone else who relates to me and that I can share a friendship and lives with. I feel like im in someone else life and I cant get out.