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Kiddokane
Hello, Anyone In There?
Spiritual Mood:
Desperate
Status:
"Just living isn't enough," said the butterfly, "one must also have freedom, sunshine, and a little flower."
Gender:
Female
Location:
South Central Pennsylvania
About Me:
It is hard to talk about who I am because sometimes I do not even know. Suffering from severe depression in the past & current moderate depression if there is such a thing, PTSD and now chronic pain has left me feeling alone, at times hopeless and feelng the loss of my independance. My dreams, now that I have given myself permission to do so, is to continue to seek love & light, a closer relatonship with God, to allow myself to love again and to consider my ability to find happiness in each day I wake. Loneliness plagues me, the search for that butterfly's in my stomach feeling when falling in love continues and finding peace of mind, heart and soul. This is who I am inside, outside I'd rather not talk about at the moment becauyse I am really unhappy with that part myself.
My Favorite Quote or Motto:
My Relationship Status:
Single
My Interest:
Prayer
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Worship
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God
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History
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Travel
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Gardening
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Crafts
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Art
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Environment
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Health
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Depression
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Weight loss
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Caregiving
Who Inspires Me:
My Mother who died of cancer when I was 18 and she was 48. She faced her condition and gave my Dad
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and us three children hope and items she wanted us to have. Others include my Pastor
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my friends Tammy
,
Thalia
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Janet
,
Cindy
,
Chris and anyone who suffers from depression
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chronic pain
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disability
,
broken hearted
,
lonely
,
physically ill
,
or lost...
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March 16, 2010 8:31 PM
Kiddokane
South Central Pennsylvania
I just have not been able to make myself do anything, but read my email from Beliefnet and the very few friends that still converse ... more
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October 6, 2009 2:51 PM
Kiddokane
South Central Pennsylvania
Officially it is 3:30 a.m., Monday October 5, 2009, but my mind remains in Sunday October 4, 2009. I turned 45 Sunday. For months ... more
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September 25, 2009 9:36 PM
Kiddokane
South Central Pennsylvania
Fall, my most favorite time of year. Yet this year is different. I have been physically ill since January, it seems like everyday posed ... more
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Hello, kiddo. I can't really identify with your back pain, but I can with chronic pain. Some doofball ran me over in 2002 and broke my femur, broke some ribs, broke my iliac crest near the sacrum, and gave me a concussion (which is why I don't remember it.) Anyhow, my femur was totally broken in two, so someone put a rod in (which can never come out.)
LavenderAnyhow, every time it's damp (as in rain is definitely coming, not just humid conditions, I hurt! Well, hope we can be friends; maybe we can give each other tips :)
6:16 PM