I am the 46 year old mother of 3 boys, grandmother of 3 beautiful baby's. I am a firm believer of God and Jesus Christ. I don't go to church alot anymore (mainly because of my disability) the rest is just no excuse for.I am a down to earth person that has had more than my share of loss. (if there is such a thing) at age 14 lost my mom to cancer she was 34.then when i was 35 my husband of 14 years committed suicide. and then this feb. my nephew 25 years old died in his sleep. i hpoe to meet people who can understand the loss of someone so close.