Hello everyone! I am happy to find a place to share and get support!! I believe in Peace and tolerance for all .. I believe that we all have God inside of us and he is good and loving and if you need him all you need to do is be quiet and listen. I also feel that life can be very hard for some people , like myself who lived a childhood in torture and pain.. then went on to pretend everything was ok..
When the memories came back to be I fell apart and still am broken and find it difficult to make it through the days and nights...my husband had an affair and that was my trigger . I thought I was living the American dream , The home, the children , girl scout leader, softball coach , homeroom mom, and yet i worked and spent my time as a very good friend to my many friends at the time as my children were blooming into wonderful independant beautiful happy people..
now i live day by day praying to make it through to the next