FEELING SO MUCH BETTER NOW. THE HOLIDAYS USED TO MAKE ME SAD, NOW THE SHOW ME WHERE TO FIND MY STRENGTH. I LOVE TO COOK, AND I GET TO SHARE THIS GREAT MEAL WITH MY FAMILY, AND THEN ALL OF OUR FRIENDS COME OVER TO CELEBRATE AND EAT OUR LEFT OVERS!! LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!

it is friday..  i am feeling a lot better..

there were better thoughts out there that were better than what was going on in my head, and they helped,

so thank you!!

nothing planned for the weekend,, maybe pumpkins!!

all 4 now..

i slept most of today away and it was beautiful outside. this is why i hate this depression. i was out yesterday in the rain doing what i had to do, and by the end of the day the weather  brought me down so much. i stayed up really late, crying. and slept the day away today..

now the sun is gone, and i am to wait for it to rise in the am..

once more..

tired with all of these..